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PROFILE ![]() jed david is studying in the University of Winnipeg taking a double degree. He's taking business administration and applied computer science. jed david is currently employed in office work and a part-time teacher *explains the laggy updates*. jed david is afraid of blood. nosebleed + jed = bad chemistry. he used to be a business economics student who had troubles dealing with mathematics. jed david is an anime and manga enthusiast who constantly craves for more... uhmm... anime and manga. He's a freelance journalist, freelance photographer, webdesigner and a musician (drums). jed david is also an avid gamer. |
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It’s so hard to pretend that you’re not in love with someone — where in fact you love her very much. It’s almost impossible to hide your feelings and make believe that you don’t feel anything towards someone special — even if she’s just beside you. It’s just that… I don’t want to risk our friendship and I don’t want to mess our current connection with everyone. Everything will change. Or is it? Am I afraid to be rejected? I guess it will hurt if I get rejected, thus it’s a scary experience. I- I’ve never experienced as such and I have no idea what I’ll do to myself if I ever get rejected. I say I’m afraid. I mean, if I have to tell that I like her, should I expect something back? Something positive, perhaps? Hmm… if I won’t expect something then why risk telling her? Does she have to know? Would she turn down others if I tell her? Why am I afraid of telling her? I’m thinking too much. There’s too much worry of the consequences that might not even happen. Heh, apparently I’m playing with my feelings. Why? Will she avoid me if she finds out? If that happens, then the friendship that I had a hard time building will just end up in the dump. Is friendship not good enough? What’s wrong with friendship not good enough? It’s possible that I want to be more than friends. I want to stay with her for the rest of my life. So much so that I’d take the whole package. I have to supress myself. I have to help myself and keep it together. I have to transfer all this feeling on a paper. Afterwards, laugh at myself and my entries about love and become unfamiliar of myself once again. song of the moment: Blue Moon by Orange and Lemons mood: tired. very tired. Labels: blogs hop to: [the frontpage] [my hnc gallery] [roleplay blogs]Comment(s) : 2 | Post a Comment ![]() |
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